losing you! :'(

hello,okey today is kind of a monday blues to me! seriously tak de mood gilee nak type but terasa nak type untuk membuat pengakuan kepada semua! as everyone know,me myself and i sudah menjalinkan hubungan dengan 'sidia'! ( tak perlu sebut nama dia dh,trying to forget that name ) selama setahun lebih! itu merupakan hubungan paling lama saya dengan ex ex ex sblm ni! tapi saya mengharapkan untuk pergi lebih jauh bersama dia! tapi apakan daya,kita sebagai manusia boley merancang tetapi Allah yang menuntukan! :') pada 6 november 2011,tamat lah kisah dongeng saya dan dia selama-lamanya! itu merupakan raya haji yang tak akan saya lupakan! thnx!

pengakuan dia dan sebab terputusnya hubungan kami biarlah hanya saya yang tahu! tapi sampai sekarang saya merasakan macam mimpi untuk kehilangan seseorang yang sebegitu baik dari hidup saya secara tiba-tiba! alasanya tidak boley diterima dek akal,tetapi apa boley buat! perasaan haty tak boley dipaksa! :') okey susah gile nak type,kang rosak jugak keyboard ni asyik kne air je kannn! tapi apa-apa pon keputusan dia,saya respect dan terpaksa terima dengan haty yang terbuka! saya juga mungkin akan shut down account facebook saya dan akan tukar nombor phone or maybe tak pakai phone terus!

kepada sidia,emi mendoakan yang dia jumpa pilihan haty dia yang lagi baik dari emi! emi mengharapkan yang nnt perempuan tuu akan jage die lagi baik dari emi! emi doakan untuk dia okey? dont worry,emi akan jage dia dari jauh! trust me! jage diri okey! hope dia success dalam hidup and dapat ape yang dia nak! emi harap keputusan dia ni betul and die tak kan menyesal! trust me,this feeling is very damn hurtfull! you would want to know to i feel right now! but if one day,die rase ape yang emi rase! ingatlah betapa kuat nye emi time tuu! :')

for me pulak,i will try to move on without you honey! i will try to forget you even it kill me inside! i will never forget all those feeling i fealt when i'm around you,the feeling that i never ever fealt before! all those memories will always be in my heart now and forever! terima kasih sebab selalu selalu dengan emi time emi susah! terima kasih sebab kenalkan emi dngn dia! knowing you was the greates thing that ever happend to me! terima kasih sebab jage emi sebelum ni! terima kasih pasal semua bnde! emi hargai sangat! :')

6/11/2011-penamat kisah dongeng saya dengan dia! :'(

kau ingat ketiak kau cantikkk sangatttt? -.-'

            

              olaaa fellow friends,how are you? well,the story is about armpite or as the malay called it 'KETIAK'! yeshhhh,ketiak ade pelbagaiii jenisss as we know! ade yangg putihhh,lawaaa,bersihh jee kite tengokk! but some,not so much! hitam,busuk,geliiii lh tengokkk! so today we gonna talk about armpite! such a disgusting topic to talk about but yes,i dont care at all! ( smiley face )

             you see,that day saya dan keluarga pegi ke IKEA! we shop till we drop! so what ever,time tengah tengok-tengok baranggg over there! my eye saw a disgusting thing! a KETIAK that was awful! actually,bukan niat nak mengutuk orang,but kalauu dh tahuu ketiak awak tuu agak tak elok untuk di pamerkan ke halayak ramai,jangan lh tunjuk and pakai bajuu yang sleeveless! back to the subject! its was sangat lah gelii okey! orangg tuu siap angkat lengan die and kipas2! tak tahuuu lah panass k ape? but seriously,at that time kannn! sejukkk okeyyy! excuse me,it was a huge mall! mstilah ade air conditioner! boley bayangkan tak macam mne? ewwww! -.-'

              okey,cerite lain pulakkk! dulu,saya pernah keluar pergii jalan-jalan at a huge mall yang tak boleyyy diberitahuu namenyee! ( nnt ramaii budak dekat situu serangg saya sbb kutuk rumah kedua merekaaa! MUAHAHAHA! :D ) time tengah jalan-jalan ngn my friend! ade lah geng-geng remaja! well,senang cerite the boys were 'bajet handsome' lahhhh! with the camera all over their bodyyy! well,same goes to the girls! now about the perempuan lah kannn! there were wearing a short pants,mini skirt and sleeveless! WATAPAKKK MANNN? you are islam kannn? what do you get if korang pakai cm gituuu? seriosly,free-hair tuu aku tak kisahh lh sngat! but still dosaa! but all that? korg nk tunjukk ape? -.-' back tuu the story,the boys snap picture and the girls pose mautt pnyee depan pntuu gerbanggg! and angkt lah tangan mereka tuuu! i was like OHHMAYYYGODDD! ewwwwww! -.-'

            so that its,ambik iktibar okey for the girs out there about what are you gonna wear after thiss! good luck in this kind of issue! well kepada yang mmbacaa,mintakk maaf kalau trasa! tak ada niat nak aib kan sesiapa! mintak maaf hokeyy haa? and kepada semua,saya meminta tolongg agar mendoakan saya agar terbukaa pintuu haty untukk memakai hijjab lepass ni! amin! :')

iqmal haqim!

          
            okey,sangat lamee gegilee tak update blog aku nih! firsttt,selamat hary rayeee koranggg! :D have a blass takk? well,tajuk kite hary nih sangat lh kacak lagii handsomee lagii mok-mok empunyaa diriinyee! kenapaa aku tuliss pasaii diee? sbb die akan menghilangkn diri selama 3 BULAN ! lamaaa gilee kannn? ni semua salahh PLKN buiduihhh! :p nmpk sangatt PLKN jealouss ngn iqmal haqim tuhh! sbb tuu die curii beliau dari saya selama 3 BULAN !

             disebabkan rase rinduu yang membuak-buak,kite orang buat plan yang nak spend time this WHOLE WEEK! superbbb gileee kannn? tapii hary isnin aku tak dtg,selasa jmpe,rabuu ponnn,khamiss tak! and lastly,jumaat! palingg sedihhh! jumpee kejapp jee! but kejap still worth it! lepass tuu kannn,duluu die kerja dekat PHD (pizza hut delivery) kat equine! so,aku selalulah kan mintak die buatkan pizza for mehhh! tapiii tak buat ponnn sampai lah berhentii kerjaaa! -...- buttt,td kannn! die buat kan special for mehhhh! sangattt terharuuuuuu!

notice the different on him? lainnn bajuuuu! jumpaa bnykkk kaliii! <3 :D

pizza yang die buta menggunakan tangan nyee hokeyyyy! <3 thnxx ayanggg! :')

 
              my dearest iqmal haqim,emi harap mal kt sane elok-eloklah okeyyy? jagee diri tau! jangan kuat sangatt  smokinggg! minum air banyakk2! and moree will i say tonight on the phonee! waitt haaa! i will surely miss your stupid laugh facee! your voice,your smile! and everything about you sayanggg! how am i gonna sleep without hearing your voiceee! -..- ahhh,sangattt sedihhh!sebelumm air mate nih mngalir macam air terjun,better stop skrg! but tonight kite cakap phonee okeyyy? rahsiaaa kitaaa! I LOVEEE YOU IQMAL HAQIMMM! BEST DAMN THING EVER HAPPEN TOO MEHHH! HOPE TO DO A NEW THING WITH YOUUU AGAINNNN! iqmal haqim,another part of mehhh! <3 :'(

 

i miss you mr monkeyyy! <3 :'(

kawan,tolong jaga kain kau sendiri okenggg?

           assalamualaikum! kalau tak jawab dosa,kalau jawab sayanggg! ( copycat maria elena,what ever! i sukeeee maria elena! kau? ade aku kisah? ) yeshhh,topic kite hary inih adalah sifat manusia yang sudah hilang kesabaran terhadap manusia yang lain akibat mulut mereka yang terlampau busukkk tuuu! ( dah lah busuk,jongang pulak tuu,gigi berterabur! kalau dah tahuu mulut dan gigi-gigi tuu dah teruk bebenor,jage lh gigi dan mulut tuu supaya tak jadii busuk! haa,kang sekarang dh busuk! )

            saya nak tanyaa lah dekat mereka kan kan,ape yang tak puas haty lagi dengan den nih! selalu sangat saya dengar yang mereka-mereka nih cakap tak nak ambik tahuu dah pasai den,tak nak tengok dah muka den dan sebagai nyee! tapii lepas cakap cm tuu still JAGE TEPI KAIN AKUUU! bukan jagee jee kawan-kawan sekalian,SIAP BUAT CERITA BUKAN-BUKAN NUHH! yang paling tak boley blahhh sekali tuu,cakap tak nak ambik tahuu dah pasai aku! tapii last-last dapat tahuu KAU NI MENGUMPAT MACAM-MACAM PASAII AKU! dah macam perangai tuu ape nak jadii sayangg? kokonon baik,tapii make-up yang korang pakai untuk jadii baik tuu boley ilang lh!

            like seriously,sebenarnye korang nak ape darii aku! wehh,aku nih penyabar orang nyee! *kokonon! tapii dah kalau kau buat perangai macam setan kau tuu! siap ungkit pasal family aku tuu apasal? family gua family gua lh! family luu family luu lh! yang lu sibuk-sibuk dok kutuk-kutuk family gua apasal? ni dah boley buat gadohhh nih! aku tahuu lah family aku 1 happy family! bukan macam family kau! kurang sangat kasih sayang nyee! kau jealous k ngn family aku? sape tak bengang kalau kau nih darii dulu dok carii apsal ngn aku! bilee jmpe sorok muka! buat lek lh wehhh! bukan nyee aku nk cabut muka kau tuu! muka tuu dh terlampau handsome aku tengok! tak sampai haty nak tarikk!

             nak kutuk-kutuk aku pon dah lh! dulu-dulu dah lh wehh! yang sampai sekarang nak lagii kutuk aku pasal? aku ingat bende dah settle! lain kali,kalau still tak puas haty ngn aku! calling lh wehh! aku tak tukar number phone pon! haa,ajak jmpe settle elok-elok! kau nak hangkut sekali kawan-kawan kau yang ramai lagii kuat lagii hebatt lagii ganass tuu pon haa boley! bawak lh! aku tak heran! kau kan ramai sangat kawan-kawan! aku kan ade kawan 2 3 orang jee!

            lain kalii insaf lh wehh! tak payah nak kutuk-kutuk aku lagii! aku tak kutuk kau dah pon! pastuu suruh kawan-kawan kau yang kau suruh korek rahsia aku tuu STOP! tak payah nak buat kerja tak gune tuu! kawan-kawan kau pon lurus lagii bendul dok ikut telunjuk jarii kau suruh korek semua jadah! kalau kau bagi upah tak pe lah jugak! tapii aku tahu kau tak akan bagii upah nyee! kau kan miski*! opsss,mak tak cakap sayangg! mak tak cakap! so last aku nak cakap kat kau dan kau dan kau dan kau dan kau dan kau dan kau dan kau! bende yang lepas tuu dah lh! tak payah nak ungkit-ungkit! tak de faedah nyee! free free kau dapat dosa dowhhh! tak takut k? aku jage aku punye kain yang lawaa ni! kau jage kain kau yang buruk and out of stail tuu okenggg?


*p/s: sorry kalau ade yang terasa! kalau nak tahuu sape yang saya maksud kan,tanyee saya sendiri oke? tak payah nak mengumpat! dan tujuan saya post bende inih adalah sebab hilang sabaran terhadap kau! assalamualaikum! btw,saya minattttttt sangatttttt kat maria elena!

putra shah rangga saputra!

         
            putra shah rangga saputra was the name given! we take you to our home from SPCA when i was only 7 years old! that was the day when you have been part of ariffin's family! i remember a few month after we bought you,i was playing with you and suddently you bite my hand and won't let go! i was crying like hell but you dont even notice that! until now the scars are still there! it was a memories between me and you! everytime i looked at the scars,i always remember you!

            as time flew by,you are getting older and older! once,i remember you sick and we took you to the hospital and luckly you are better! but as you grew older,you become very week and more deases attack you! we sent you to the clinic and the docter can't do anything to save you my dearest rangga! i remember the docter called and tell that you only have a week to stay alive! my family were crying! so we took you home so we can take care of you for the last time! we took care of you full with love! we stay up all night just to be with you! we always with you at that time! but the docter was wrong! you stay alive for so long! until 14 june 2011,you go to another place! a much better place at 4.00 in the morning!

             it was the hardest thing for my family to except that you have gone far away from us forever! a few week before that,rangga was very week and he do not ate at all! on that day,he just sleep in my closet all day long! before i went to sleep,i see him first because he was in my room to say good night! i did't think that was my last good night to him! later at 2.45 am,my sister wake me up and say that rangga cannot walk at all! his leg cannot lift up! he cannot walk! so we put him in my sister room,he went under the bed and was meowwww so loud! my sister dont know what to do! then,he went out from under the bed! its like he was trying to say something and my sister and i dont understand! at 3.56,he was meowww and his face was different! at 4.00 am, he left us!

             my dearest rangga,i hope you happy with us as your family! you have been a good friend to me and to my family! i remember everytime i cry,you are the one that will be there with me! you have been the best thing our family ever had! i will always remember you forever and i hope that someday we will meet again! you are one in a million! no cat can ever replace you! you are part of my family! letting you go was the hardest thing our family have to do! we never thought you will go so soon! but as i remember,i'm glad because you love us! that why you try to stay with us for so long! i'm sorry for just now i had written this,its hard to write about you rangga! in the most saddest way dear! all i wanted to say is,i love you sooo much rangga! i will always remember you as long as i live! you have been the most superb-duperb cat ever in the whole world! you are a speacial cat! and i'm very honor to been taking care of you,to know you and to cherish you with love everyday! hope to see you again my putra shah rangga saputra,one in a million! date to be remember is 14 JUNE 2011!

           IN MEMORIES,PUTRA SHAH RANGGA SAPUTRA,EGAAA AND SAYANGGGGGGGG!

a speacial dedication song for you rangga! please be peace at your new home! you will be miss alot! :'(

*aizat,pergi! <3